I have complete faith in my teammates during missions. Yet, I have zero faith that they will heed the Captain's orders and get proper R&R afterwards. One would stay up all night at the library, and another would be pulling pranks on raw recruits at the game room... Such nonsense can only end when I personally "escort" them back to their cabins.
I paid my family a visit two days ago. They don't really like my career choice but I told them what Team Z7 was really like. They didn't say much to that, except giving me a few rucksacks of local specialties. Z7 would need six months to go through all that... Endmin, I think you should get half a sack as well.
Life is very fulfilling. I actually feel useful and everyone actually appreciates it... That's what being an Endfielder means to me. There are occasions where I get too exhausted to sleep, but I take that in stride. It only means that I've earned someone's approval.