When you repeat something countless times over, you grow numb to it.
When you repeat the same day countless times over, you fall into its cycle.
It's imperceptible, inescapable.
An interminable, indefinite, impenetrable dream.
Every day, she wakes from her bed in the early morn, to the chirp of mountain fowlbeasts.
If she wishes to laze about longer, nobody will stop her. She simply sticks her head back under her blanket.
Once she makes her bed, she heads to the kitchen for a simple breakfast.
A fried egg, bread, milk...
What she wants to eat, and what she wants to drink, are all up to her in the moment.
She sits by the piano, pressing a key, bringing its untuned string to the correct pitch, little by little. After some time—however much—it is the next string's turn to be tuned.
By the time the final string is tuned, the first string has lost its pitch.
And so it goes, again and again and again.
Uika lies down on the summer-fed meadow, and gazes at the starry sky above.
She knows that even if the positions of the stars seem no different from yesterday, in truth, they are constantly shifting about.
Two stars next to each other now will, after a hundred million years, become incredibly distant. That even if we assign them meaning, that meaning will be lost.
Just like the relationship between people.
Today, too, that child didn't come back.
Here, on this deserted island, a dream of smoke and mirrors is built out of nothing but faint memories.
Trapped in a cage of recollection, as if but a doll.
Obsession and sorrow fill her body. They grow. They grow.
But she cannot move.
At first, I figured she'd had some flash of inspiration and went out for a walk.
It was only later I learned from the dockworker, she'd gotten on a ship leaving the island that same day...
Why don't you go and look for her?
I've lived out days like today so, so many times, to the point I'm not even sure if they're real or not.
I... I can't remember what she looks like anymore. I can't remember her name.
Maybe this is where I belong, in the end... Waiting here, silently.
Waiting here for her return, or my death.
There'll come a day that the well of my sorrows dries up. There'll be no more tears, and no more weeping.
Some far-flung place nobody cares about—that's the best place I can belong.
'No!'
—!
Miss Uika, you're crying. That means you haven't given up yet, right?
This isn't the ending you want, right?!
......
If I can make out what you mean, I'm sure she can too.
How can you reach her if you don't shout at the top of your lungs?
I can hear your voice. Me. Surely she must be able to.
I... but with your hearing in this condition, I can't leave you by yourself—
Don't say that. I'm a Rhodes Island operator, with all the training that entails. You don't have to worry about me.
You've already done so much for me, Miss Uika, and by all rights we were complete strangers.
You should look deep in your heart and ask yourself: what do you really want to do right now?
(Quietly) I want to find her...
...Nothing, really.
I can read lips, Miss Uika.
'Look, you can't escape'
'I confine you as you weaken—'
'You know I want...'
'I want... I want...'
'I want you so, I want...'
Uika's awareness snaps back, only to find herself running with all her might.
Her chest burns hard like never before, a sensation that leaves her light-headed, even.
The last strand of her sanity asks her the same question on loop:
If you can't remember her name, or even her face.
How will you find her among all the endless people of this land?
But I want to see her!
I don't care what it takes, I want to see her again!
Her voice is a step ahead of her legs, flying straight for her heart.
And with every ounce of power she has, she runs after her voice.
Sakiko makes it to the villa in one piece. It is all exactly as Morpheus showed her.
Uika—
The same layout, the same decorations... Even the books on the shelves are the exact same.
Why...
The floor is spotless. The kitchen boasts an overwhelming array of silverware, and a grand dining table to seat a dozen or more.
Sakiko cannot imagine Uika living in a place like this by herself.
Since it's a dream, is it not? You could just take the painful parts and throw them away completely...
I'm sure she felt this place was very important to the two of you.
You must be the owner of this villa... Miss Uika just left.
...Where did she go?
She finally recognized her own heart. She's set on finding you.
Wanna get on the boat?
Yes, I'd like a ticket off the island.
Oh? Well, you'll have to wait a bit. I'm holding up for another passenger.
That young lady's still not back... Hope she found who she was looking for.
It's fine. I can wait—
Halfway through her sentence, Uika forces the words back down her throat. Fortunately, the boatman doesn't seem to notice.
*sigh* The sea's rough at night, and the fog gets thick. It ain't good sailing. I've got your safety to worry about, y'know!
Hey, listen to the signal tower go. The guy running it wants us gone already.
I can see him up there. He's waving a flag at us...
Heh. Old booze-hound needs the beer I bring him every month.
'Safe travels, and don't forget—my beer.'
Pfft. Doesn't mind if I forget anything else, long as he gets his hooch!
With his grumbling over, the boatman heaves his steps onto the boat.
The sea wind carries its horn through every corner of the island.
As she looks back at this isle of countless joys and sorrows, Uika finds there's so much she wants to say.
...Don't forget me.
You couldn't have forgotten.
We lived here since we were children.
I trust that we will meet again—
Uika—!
*pant*... *pant*... *pant*... *cough* *cough*...
Uika—! UIKAAAA—!
Sakiko's voice is already hoarse.
The waves crash on and on against the coast, but they carry no response.
The boat has already left the island.
Now, she is the only one here, alone.
A girl who's waited day and night finally finds it in herself to set off in search of her partner.
But who could foresee that they'd pass like ships in the night at the last moment... Tut tut tut, such a pity.
......
Tell you the truth. I never thought she'd choose to leave.
If she'd followed the ending I'd laid out for her, she would have forgotten all about you, and lived a blissful, carefree life here.
But I see now, I underestimated your influence on her.
I'm a good sport. This round is a draw.
......
Shame, though. With the speed that boat's going at, she'll be in a nautical pickle pretty soon.
What...?
Making an entire island for the two of you was tiring enough. What, next you want me to create the entire continent of Terra so your pathetic farce can play out over and over?
No, the boat's about to reach the edge of this dreamland, and once it does, she'll fall into the next one.
Another cycle, another reset.
She's bound to forget about you in the end.
No. I'm going to find a way to catch her—
Sorry, out of time.
Sakiko feels a burst of cold under her feet. Somehow, seawater has crept up to her ankles.
Dark clouds gather where the sea and sky meet, punctuated by rays of dazzling light.
Uika—!
The water rises with a fervor. Sakiko senses something dragging her down towards the abyss.
Uika—! Wait for me!
Gloom; cold; suffocation.
The water strains against her eardrums. What oxygen is left in her lungs slowly dwindles, as does the feeble light from above.
Her sight blurs. Salty, bitter seawater forces its way into her mouth, in a bid to occupy the last vestiges of her consciousness.
And so, she falls, and falls.
Down to the seabed, a place that knows no light.
'Saki...'
'Saki... Saki...'
A voice approaches, though she cannot tell from where.
Where am I?
Who is calling for me?
Come... on... wake up...
It is a familiar voice. One she has not heard in a very long time.
The cold, waterlogged seabed is gone; was never here. In its place, dry land, and swirling eddies of dust.
Who...?
Sakiko struggles to open her eyes. A pale strand of hair greets her.
Saki. Are you okay?
...Mutsumi?
Mm. I'm here.
Such simple words, and yet they bring tears to Sakiko's eyes.
It's no fault of the sand in the air, she knows that. For only she knows just how helpless she feels in this moment.
If she speaks now, her voice will break. But she can't afford to care about that. All she can think of is to clutch at the final straw she has.
Mutsumi... I... What do I do...?